Monday, 26 January 2009

Hello

I've decided to log in more often. I'm not sure how long this will last. I'm not sure why I'm blogging either. It's probably because I'm at work and bored off my ass.

The "autosave" is freaking me out.

I'm very sad today. I got burned last night on BN by someone who I thought was my friend. Usually if anyone says her name, it's like swearing - she automatically offends people and they always say what a bitch she is. I liked her, so I defended her like an idiot. Then last night she made me look unsympathetic and heartless towards a cancer patient and then closed her thread so I couldn't defend myself. You don't do that to friends.

I took her off my friend list and deleted myself as an admin to one of her groups.

Why are people such as assholes? Why do they have to have the absoulte last say in everything and make their word law? I don't get how people are like that.

5 comments:

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Hiya Safe,

Long time no see loves. I just wanted to drop by and say thank you for what you tried to say at Mayo's. I appreciate your effort. I've only thought of you as a friend(despite how little we've gotten to chat). Trying to keep the peace is a real bitch eh?? I think my comment, a response to some of what got copy/pasted at Mayo's from VV's, rather made the situation worse. Generally the case when I put in my two cents! I apologize for that. But being around kids for so much of my life, I get touchy about anything said in regards, even if I shouldn't. They can't help their positions (or their parents) ya know?

I do completely get the point of VV's blog. I was a venter at one time too. But it gets so exhausting thinking on things I cannot change. And finally understanding why I was so pissed at GW (and Co.) for so long, I really believed in him, like no other before (and I daresay, I won't be looking at anyone like that, too quickly again), kinda stunted my anger, etc and desire to voice it. They are just people. And moreso, we all are. So, I just wanted to say thanks for trying to calm things about the ladies at Mayo's.

And again, I do get VV's. I don't read there much anymore as I just can't put my energy into my anger and disappointment any more. But I get it. I wish things were different with that band, and co. But, what the shit are any of us too do eh? ;p Hoping for the best is all I got left!

I hope you are well Safe, hope things are going better for you. Thank you again for trying. I just wanted you to know, it was good of you. Fighting is so useless.
Loves to ya Safe <33lewis

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hey Safe,

i was told you were asking about me. I am well i hope you are. it is perfectly fine if you email me.

Just so you know I don't go to mayo's anymore and I couldn't find your email. ergo proxy has my email and so does lewis and Siobhan. siobhan has a blog i go to some times Well i hope to hear from you soon

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hey I lost you email. I was trying to read it when My computer gave me the finger ad it was gone.

Pickled Possum said...

Hello!

*echo*

*echo*

*echo*

=)

Hey Safe!

I hope you are well and keeeping warm, wherever you may be in England. My rellies inform me, that up in Austwick, they are getting deep in snow. Fingers crossed for you that your day is white, but light.

Hoping your Christmas day is toasty, warm and love filled.

Merry Christmas, Safe! =)

Pickled Possum said...

Hi Safe.

I'm guessing you don't come around much now, like so many people, but, if you do, can you please pop over to my home where there is an email link, if you wouldn't mind? My girl has a question about one of your mutual friend's, that she's worried she caused a problem for as the friend deleted her page.

Cheers. =)